Sunday 20 July 2014

It's been a while

I haven't posted much due to the fact I have had so much on my plate this year and it hasn't been good.. Honestly this year has been awful and right now I couldn't tell you a way that could make it worse. 
The grief I feel for the loss of my brother is still huge, my parents have got divorced and it is such a messy divorce, and my whole family is falling apart. Despite this I still,passed uni with a 2:2. Not as good as I would have hoped but considering what I have gone through this year, it is a miracle I haven't had a break down and wanted to give up. I am so proud that I managed to keep going and pass my first year. 
Because of all of this my tolerance to people's rubbish has decreased a lot, i have found myself snapping a lot at people because a lot of the things they complain about aren't the end of the world.
I will try to start to write more posts cause  I think this will be a good way to let things out and means I'll not bottle it all up too much.